October 26th, 2006 (08:43 pm)
current mood: sad
current song: 飞行步落
fIrst time blogging today,not so sure what to say. I shall start with yesterday, yesterday was the most sad and angry day. I don't look forward to wednesday always, because of my piano teacher, he always say me fail, then always give lots of negative comments and remarks, then i did my best already, but he just don't want to hear it, he just ignore. He thinks that i like to fail, one examination cost about $140? very expensive, then he told me that if i fail he want to print the results out for all his students to see, show them my lousy results, let them know. He yesterday told me to play the whole scales book,i very frustrated,i played very loudly, he asked me to press down the paddle, i pressed it down and lifted it up again,he very angry, then i kept playing very loud and fast, he asked me what am i rushing for? After he said that i played extremely slow, then gradually i play faster and faster again. I played softly and loudly, then he very angry, he never say anything,i very happy. He wants me to use his method to practise piano, to pass with flying colours, i want to proof to him that not only his method can pass, my way of learning also can. He wants me to memorise the whole scales book before he's going to listen my pieces.I will proof to him next week.Today is the last day of school, get back my results, very sad, deproved by alot. Before parent's meeting session, i show mummy my results, then when mummy saw it, i know that she is very disappointed, but i can't do anything, i just hope that sec two i will work harder, show mummy, make her happy. When mummy talked about the results, i cried, then she told me not to cry anymore, wipe away my tears,(i remember something, what my classmate always say, don't cry, cry got use meh?)
Thank you qian tong for helping me to create this blog, really quite easy, but still not so sure. Hope that you are fine, your gastric pain, and your finger. Our school environment is good?